It is Friday again and just like everyday this month I get to write for five minutes on a prompt word. This week’s word is NEW and my theme is military life. So give me a few seconds to pick out what new experience I want to write on because there are a lot.
I think I’m going to reflect back on Field Training and how everything was so new. It was hard for me and there was more than one day when I didn’t think I was actually going to become an Air Force Officer.
I can remember back to my first day of Field Training. Technically I missed the first day (Day 0) because our plane was delayed out of Fresno. We didn’t arrive until 0100 on Day 1. Luckily for me the military doesn’t count the day you arrive as training. So although I didn’t get a lot of sleep. I only missed getting yelled at through in-processing and some time to organize my stuff.
I arrived jet lagged and a little (okay a lot) unsure. It was all so new and unexpected. I had been preparing for months on how to survive the 28 days of Field Training.* But as we pulled up to the military installation, I was unsure of what to expect and wondered how I would survive.
Shy and Quiet don’t sound like Air Force Officer
I don’t think that shy, quiet, stand in the corner and not say anything girl is still inside of me. I was thrown into a situation where everything in me wanted to just quit. Then the struggle would be over and I could go back to my quiet life. I wasn’t good at marching, using my command voice or taking the lead by speaking up. I’m pretty sure my Field Training Officer (evaluations officer) didn’t expect me to last through the week, much less through the month.
She tried to throw me off by putting me in charge of the first obstacle at the challenge course. Something that I had never even practiced or really even understood. She thought I wouldn’t take the lead. That my team mates would walk right over me. But instead I spoke up and gave my instructions and advice. She later told me she expected me to fail. And the fact that I hadn’t surprised her. She kept throwing challenges my way. And my determination to finish the 28 days just grew deeper as the days turned into weeks.
Fear Almost Stopped Me
I’m so glad I didn’t let my fear of so many things keep me from becoming the Air Force Officer that I became. I know that the challenges that came from the training helped me to learn how to step out of my comfort zone and prepared me for the adventure that would soon be in store when I headed to a new country on an unexpected mission, to do another new thing, but this time it wasn’t training and lives were on the line.
I can’t believe how much I have changed as I reflect back to that day so many years ago.
* Field Training is similar to Basic Training for Enlisted member, but where Basic Training teaches Airman to follow, Field Training is for future Officers and it teaches them to lead.
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